dilluns, 1 de novembre del 2010

I don't know...

To Whom it may concern,

I don't know what I want to study and other people do not make it easy to decide. Neither does the current economic situation. I like many things but they are mostly artistic and I have little chance of finding a well-paid job. Nowadays one needs a high salary to pay for a home but this is far from easy to find. Nobody ever told me that it would be easy but I expected that by doing what I like (as some people think you should) I would be able to have a little home and be independent, but it seems that not even that will be possible. So, I am wondering about studying something that I am good at which brings with it good job opportunities and high salaries. At the same time as I am thinking about this, I am also thinking that it would be horrible to wake up every day and have to go to work when I hate my job. But would it be better to live on the street? Would you rather choose a rotten apple or nothing at all? It is not an easy decision.

Everyone has dreamed about a perfect life doing what they like (which sometimes is nothing). Living off someone else's money is another option that some people may choose, but I do not believe that this is very attractive. Living without doing anything is completely boring, you have to look for some hobbies but usually you get involved in a lot of problems. Thus, for me, that is not an option either. So, now I am stuck in a complicated web of questions and I do not know where to start asking.

I guess life is not easy but I never really believed that, and this does not answer my questions. Should I just try anything and see how it goes? I guess it is time to make the wrong decisions and then start all over again.

Laia Esquerrà

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